“Lord…” I said
“I want to move across places and nations…”
You granted me!
I wondered… how it became possible!
“Lord…” I said
“I want success in all what I do…”
You did it for me!
I wondered…how powerful and unimaginable it was!
“Lord…” I said
“I want all sorts of things to wore and beautify me…”
You gave me more than I needed!
I wondered…how I got all even when situation doesn’t suit!
“Lord…” I said
“I want to taste all tasty dishes in different varieties…”
You served me through angels!
I wondered…how everything I ate was delicious and made me healthy!
“Lord…” I said
“I want comfortable, burden less life to be happy…”
You sophisticated my life!
I wondered…how it came to pass one by one!
“Lord…” I said
“I want fame and to be renowned…”
You called me everywhere to be on top…
I wondered…how my worthless works gained grace in people’s eyes!
“Lord…” I said
“I want to have distant vision in Spirit…”
You moulded me to have them…
I wondered…how a person like me could have it!
“Lord…” I said
“I want a change in heart and I did not like the way I think…”
You made a transplantation of a new heart…
I wondered…how I could change so soon!
“Lord…” I said
“How could all these happen and how are You so happy
In making all these things exist
Just the sake of me!”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“I led nails pierce my legs
Knowing you’ll ask to move to nations
One day…”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“I didn’t bother having nails into my hands
Knowing you’ll ask for success
One day…”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“I gave myself to be ashamed and ugly
Knowing I need to beautify you in all sorts
Each day…”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“I tasted sour wine when I was thirsty
Knowing Ill need to feed you and satisfy you
Every day…”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“I was eager to carry the cross to the top of the mountains
Knowing I’ll need to make you comfort
Each day…”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“I was proud to wear a crown of thorns
Knowing you’ll ask for crown of fame
One day…”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“The thorns in crown entered my eyes
Knowing you’ll desire for a distant spirit-vision
One day…”
“My daughter…” Jesus said
“I was waiting for my heart to be plucked by the arrow
Knowing you’ll be ready for a change in heart
One day…”
“My love…” Jesus said
“I gave myself to you
Knowing you’ll give yourself to Me
One day…”
“My Love…” I said with tears
“I feel grateful to you by surrendering me into Your hands…
And now on…
let everything happen not as “I want” But as “You want”
…Everyday!!! Amen!!!